PeaceIsNotMad

I COME BACK TO DEVIANTART AND THIS IS WHAT I FIND? Well fuck you very much. Can this website stop changing for one second?

So a lot of things happened since I last came here. I went to Portugal. Participated in a music contest and my voice gave up on me in the last second (but it's okay, I still won a prize... and now I can't sing because I think my vocal cords might be damaged) I really liked Lisbon, it's a wonderful city, and there I finally found a Velvet Underground vinyl record, brand new and very fucking cheep, that's what I call luck.

I finally started to pass and many times strangers have called me "boy" or "mister" lately, which is a big improvement. I'm still not out to my parents and perhaps won't be anytime soon, but oh well. One step at a time.

Oh, and I went to a writing workshop, which went pretty well and I've written lots of new stories and some poetry too. Unfortunately, it's all in Bulgarian and translating it would totally kill the whole thing, so I guess I won't be posting any of my works.

I might post some short animations I've made, though. So yeah.

I hope you guys are still around! If so, talk to me, I'll be around too. : )

-Andy

Oh god, seriously. Every time I promise I'm here to stay I disappear for a few months. I'm such a lazy son of a bitch.

A lot of things happened around me lately. It's been two successful months since I wrote my last journal entry - I won two writing contests, I got third prize at an international singing competition and I won another international competition with my violin. I'm seriously working on my book and hopefully it will be out in a month or two.

I've been having some trouble with my band, though - our bassist kind of left us (or did he? He didn't say anything, he just dropped by to pick up his stuff and vanished in the thin air) and we've been looking for new members. Oh dear. Seems we'll have to leave our intentions to record our album for next year.

Anywayyy, my birthday is coming! After only 7 days I will be allowed to legally drink alcohol and stay out all night, yaay (*actually will continue sitting at home playing guitar or writing all day and watching TV series all night* yeah, partying isn't really my kind of thing)

So yeah. Let's hope I won't disappear this time!

-Andy

I haven't been online for a really long time.

I think it's time to post some new drawings of mine (and I have loads, trust me). A lot of stuff happened recently, but I won't bother you with my life, since no one here really cares about my boring stuff XD Anyway, if anyone I used to talk to is still here, you can comment so we could catch up! I'm sorry I've been gone for awhile, and considering that the last messages I've left unanswered have been sitting in my inbox for like 3 months, I think it's pointless to answer them.

(sorry if this journal is full of mistakes, I just hit my head really hard and I think I might have brain concussion; there was blood and everything, nasty stuff)

So, it's Christmas today! I wish you all happy holidays!

I threw a great party two days ago with some friends and got kinda drunk, but oh well, I had a good excuse XD

I got some pretty nice presents too :3 My relatives are coming along today - my grandparents and my aunt and uncle with their 9-year-old daughter. I'm really looking forward to seeing them, because I haven't seen them for ages. Such gatherings make me kind of sad, too, though, because my grandfather isn't very well (he had two strokes last year) and every Christmas I'm afraid it might be the last time we celebrate in such way. :/ But I won't bother you with upsetting bullshit like this. I hope you all will have great time and I wish you a lot of luck, love, happiness and joy.

Again, merry Christmas!

<3

Yesterday got shocked by accidentally grabbing damaged Christmas lights. I was decorating my room for the holidays and I just didn't notice that one of the tiny light bulbs is missing. The next thing I knew was that I was shaking and trying to let go of the wire. It wasn't funny back then, but it seems quite ridiculous right now, actually XD My hand still hurts and is a bit burned (just a little), but I'm fine.

By the way, I watched Brazil a few days ago (1985 film by Terry Gilliam) and I'm genuinely impressed. It was the best film I've watched for awhile, ever since I saw Donnie Darko (another brilliant movie, if you haven't seen it, you should) and last night I watched MirrorMask, a wonderful and creepy fantasy film, based on a Neil Gaiman story. Both of them certainly became two of my favourite movies.

Oh, and I went through the first part of my Cambridge exam today - just the speaking. It went pretty well, I think. Tomorrow morning I'm going to take the rest of it: reading, writing, use of English and listening. I'm a bit worried about the use of English, I always mess this one up, but I hope I'll  get a high score, well, this is what I aim at, at least.

And by the way, TWELVE DAYS LEFT UNTIL CHRISTMAS! Yay, feeling the X-mas spirit already!

XXX